{"id":2809,"date":"2014-12-16T09:01:50","date_gmt":"2014-12-16T17:01:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.lifeinfullcolor.com\/?p=2809"},"modified":"2016-02-16T14:10:44","modified_gmt":"2016-02-16T22:10:44","slug":"december-16-2014-let-shine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lifeinfullcolor.com\/dev\/life-stories\/december-16-2014-let-shine\/","title":{"rendered":"December 16, 2014 &#8211; Let it shine"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"fcbkbttn_buttons_block\" id=\"fcbkbttn_left\"><div class=\"fcbkbttn_button\">\n                            <a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">\n                                <img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.lifeinfullcolor.com\/dev\/wp-content\/plugins\/facebook-button-plugin\/images\/standard-facebook-ico.png\" alt=\"Fb-Button\" \/>\n                            <\/a>\n                        <\/div><div class=\"fcbkbttn_like \"><fb:like href=\"https:\/\/www.lifeinfullcolor.com\/dev\/life-stories\/december-16-2014-let-shine\/\" action=\"like\" colorscheme=\"light\" layout=\"standard\"  width=\"225px\" size=\"small\"><\/fb:like><\/div><\/div><p>Listen to this post:<\/p>\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-2809-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"http:\/\/www.lifeinfullcolor.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/20141216-Post.m4a?_=1\" \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.lifeinfullcolor.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/20141216-Post.m4a\">http:\/\/www.lifeinfullcolor.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/20141216-Post.m4a<\/a><\/audio>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.lifeinfullcolor.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/sunset-let-it-shine.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-2810 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/www.lifeinfullcolor.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/sunset-let-it-shine-e1455660629705.jpg\" alt=\"sunset-let it shine\" width=\"600\" height=\"412\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.lifeinfullcolor.com\/dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/sunset-let-it-shine-e1455660629705.jpg 600w, https:\/\/www.lifeinfullcolor.com\/dev\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/sunset-let-it-shine-e1455660629705-300x206.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>This past week my coach, Lissa Boles, suggested I share with you why I now write a journal post every week.\u00a0 \u00a0In thinking about this, I reflected on how, as much as I love to write and am told how much people appreciate it, it was SO not that way for much of my life.\u00a0 In high school I loved Math, Physics, Chemistry and French. Proving geometric theorems was fun!\u00a0 Give me any math word problem &#8211; I ate \u2018em up! \u00a0But, I <em>got through<\/em> English. Blue books were not my friends. \u00a0This carried into college. I remember reading Voltaire for a Humanities class and being required to write an essay about character motivation in light of the era or something like that &#8211; and being totally, thoroughly flummoxed!\u00a0 I had not a clue! \u00a0My brain just does NOT work that way!<\/p>\n<p>My degree is in Computer Science and all my electives were natural sciences, classes about the natural world:\u00a0 Oceanography, Geography, Geology, Meteorology.\u00a0 I love maps and categorizing things.\u00a0 I have a brain that loves to find order in disorder. But writing?\u00a0 I subscribed to something I heard my dad say: \u00a0\u201cwriting is easy, all you have to do is stare at a piece of paper until your forehead bleeds!\u201d\u00a0 That is, until it was about something I cared about &#8211; writing stories of my experiences.\u00a0 When I was going to a church that occasionally invited members of the community to offer reflections as part of the Sunday services, I started writing stories to share.\u00a0 But, I really got going when preparing for my first Open Studios.\u00a0 I was inspired to write a little story for each painting and put together an \u201cArt Journal.\u201d\u00a0 I remember sitting outside on the patio with my laptop on my lap, just tapping away, one painting after the other.\u00a0 I have continued for each new painting I\u2019ve done since.\u00a0 And all these stories are on my website, helping to further illuminate the images I paint.<\/p>\n<p>What comes to me now is that the impetus to write has sprung from these places:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>I am a seeker and have been following a path of self-development for decades, demonstrating my tendency to \u201clook under the rock.\u201d<\/li>\n<li>Witnessing others making art for the past three years in my painting groups, has caused me to consciously observe, and start to see patterns in the creative process.<\/li>\n<li>I\u2019m a connecter \u2013 I see patterns, similarities, parallels (there\u2019s that logic brain, who knew?!) And it seems useful to share the connections I see.<\/li>\n<li>What I write, like the well of paintings, is <em>in<\/em> me \u2013 there\u2019s that quote from the Gospel of St. Thomas I included in a<a href=\"http:\/\/www.lifeinfullcolor.com\/my-art-and-process\/october-4-2014-started-day-really-crabby\/\"> post in November<\/a> \u2013 and I do not want to be destroyed!<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>For at least a few years I\u2019ve had the sense that I had something to write, to share, beyond writing about my art.\u00a0 When I started regularly posting at the beginning of October, it was in spite of the fear that I\u2019d not keep it up \u2013 that I\u2019d get pulled away and peter out.\u00a0 This remains a risk and a possibility, but I\u2019m into my third month and writing a post for Tuesday is becoming <em>what I do.<\/em>\u00a0 The discipline is good for me. It\u2019s growing me to do this.\u00a0 At first, I thought I would need lots of feedback and response in order to keep doing it. Even though I\u2019m getting very little, it\u2019s ok, I\u2019m <em>still<\/em> writing!<\/p>\n<p>I appreciate very much when I hear that you read what I write and tell me that it was worthwhile for you to read it.\u00a0 It definitely fuels me to keep this up. And what I didn\u2019t expect would happen as I have continued this practice, is that I am sticking with it even if you don\u2019t.\u00a0 I am doing this because it is in me, just as I paint because the paintings are in me.\u00a0 At the same time, I do need you. I didn\u2019t start to paint with much regularity until I had an audience. Until there were people who might be wondering \u2013 and even wanting \u2013 what I might paint next.\u00a0 So as it is with this journal.\u00a0 If I didn\u2019t post these online, available for you to read them, I wouldn\u2019t feel compelled to write them. \u00a0It sounds like I\u2019m contradicting myself.\u00a0 It\u2019s subtle, but there is a distinction.\u00a0 I write because it\u2019s in me, <em>and<\/em> I keep writing because you are there to receive it.<\/p>\n<p>Sharing what comes of me \u2013 of us \u2013 is risky. We are revealed, exposed and open to judgment. And we have to face the voices inside that might say \u201cwho are you to do this?\u201d\u00a0 But the seeker in me wins out.\u00a0 I write \u2013 and paint &#8211; because I am fully on the bandwagon that we are all invited on \u2013 to let our light shine.\u00a0 Who doesn\u2019t feel more alive singing \u201cThis Little Light of Mine\u201d? (Don&#8217;t believe me, watch\/hear Bruce Springsteen lead it <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=ZZ6SAryPyQk\">here<\/a>. I dare you to sing along!)<\/p>\n<p>This piece from Maryanne Williamson is so often quoted, but it is so worth including here:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOur deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won&#8217;t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It&#8217;s not just in some of us; it&#8217;s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I write \u2013 and I paint &#8211; for us, which in my experience is where God lives most powerfully \u2013 in our connection. In these darkest days, this darkest season here in the northern hemisphere, when we celebrate the light, I invite you to join me, in whatever way you are called to \u2013 to let it shine.<\/p>\n<p>Love,<\/p>\n<p>Cara<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n ","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Listen to this post: This past week my coach, Lissa Boles, suggested I share with you why I now write a journal post every week.\u00a0 \u00a0In thinking about this, I reflected on how, as much as I love to write and am told how much people appreciate it, it was SO not that way for [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[29],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2809","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life-stories"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v24.2 - 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